We played with sand
Up to our nails,
You swung a swishing pony-tail.
We traversed on unkempt trails,
Took chances out beyond the pale.
Travailed on routes with certainty;
Made more friends than enemies;
Increased and raised our family.
To what avail?
I had time to auto correct,
To re-direct my wayward steps.
To stop the fall from bad to worse,
To put shortcomings in reverse,
To curtail an innate curse.
To what avail?
I heard you promise too.
"In sickness and in health."
I promised the same to you.
To what avail?
I tried.
Lied.
I'm tired.
To what avail?
To this avail.
I remember our first kiss,
The walks, the talks;
You called me funny,
The times together without money.
A tent, charcoal and book of matches,
A midnight campfire, a beat-up car;
When anywhere wasn't off that far.
We'd snatch two days alone
In each other's company.
To what avail?
I tried. Tried.
I lied. Lied.
I'm tired. Tired.
Memories aren't that selective.
There's scenes I can't dismiss.
They're part of me,
They're part of you,
I'd be remiss to discard these few.
They're in the memories I recall,
The good and bad before the fall.
I claimed, There's two sides to every wall.
But still there is the wall.
I tried. Tried... tried.
I lied. Lied... lied.
I cried...cried... cried..
I'm tired. Tired. Tired.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
In sickness and in health still promise is heard through words of promise. When love is lost through divorce this provoked thought. An amazing poem is brilliantly penned.10