If you don't already know me then you won't know who this is from.
If you don't already know me then you won't know why I did this.
If you don't already know me then by the time you figure me out it'll be to late.
I'm tired and finished with this world.
I'm tired and finished with the people in this world.
I no longer know where i belong or where i'd fit best,
Neither do i care.
I admit to you, a total stranger, my deepest and darkest secret.
My secret has haunted my dreams when I'm asleep and my mind when I'm awake.
If you were to look at me you would probably never guess but I'm an adict.
I don't do drugs
I'm not bulimic or anorexic
I'm not happy with what I do
I can't find any other way to handle what you people give me
I'm finally at my brinking point
I can't take this any more so with a swipe of my blade the blood runs down my hand as i lie down to sucumb to the blackness overwhelming my mind.
One last word before i go...