Towards Suicide! Poem by Becky Ginn

You say god loves me but I cant see
Sometimes I think its just not meant to be.
Because if there really is a god out there how come he’s not helping me instead he strips me bare.

I’ve been though so much
What’s the point in my suffering?
Is it all some sick joke of this lord so mighty
Is he up there laughing causing me more pain?

Cant he see I’ve had enough
Hes driving me towards suicide hes being really tough
The voices in my head that are saying im not good enough, not worthy enough
That no one would ever care
When I say lifes not fair.

I don’t want to hate god
I don’t want a reason to be angry at him
Something’s got to give
Because its driving me toward suicide