Traumatized Poem by Ernest Makuakua

Traumatized by her smile, her lough, her love and her hate
Traumatized by her smell, her words, her actions and her memories so traumatized

Her name so beautifully laid and said and I'm traumatized
Beneath her smile hides her frown
Eh I'm about to tell
Don't put a spell on me if i tell too much to tell
Just ring the bell
I'm so traumatized

Her sweet voice now has turned to a tormenting instrument that rings in my mind i love you honey not you honey but him honey
I would like to spend my life with you honey
just not you honey but him honey
I want us to build a home together with you honey.
no not with you honey but with him honey.

Her clothes, her smell, her shadow and her pillow un-replaced…
Dear you exist in my heart erasing you is a story none of the novels written can un-write this pain i feel and yet still love you could this be history to you?
My soul so unwritten to you
Yet written by him

Trauma it will create
Stress it will create
Please give me a rest nevertheless I'm partner less
Don't stress it's just one of those times in life where you feel breathless
I'm traumatized and they say i'll have stroke i wonder how many have i had since you left.

I'm traumatized.