Trust No More Poem by Jennifer Rose

I'm not trusted at all
no more, ever.
Even my own mother,
is casting me out.
Though my heart aches
for the love.
She does not notice.
Tears slipping down my cheeks,
turn burn red welts.
My breathing feels like fire,
from the quick breaths of hyperventilating.
My inhaler cast aside, forgotten.
Saddness seeping out of my every pore.
Not my mom who comes to apologize,
but my friends who prove useless.
The trust barrier was broken,
my mother pushing me to the edge.
I simply took the final plunge,
my foot slipping over.
Darkness racing past me,
then the sudden rush of air.
The ground collapses my legs,
The bones breaking to splinters.
No one would ever find my body,
it was in the most remote part of earth.