Trying My Best! ! Poem by Becky Ginn

Trying my best to move on
Trying my best not to cry
Trying my best to keep going
And trying my best to be happy in the long run

These feelings are hard to explain
Wondering if anyone will understand
Thinking if anyone wants to listen or just be fed up instead
Trying to reach out to someone but no one’s there while the light just keeps getting darker and darker.

The past few weeks have been great
Drinking vodka everyday making me 'bladdad'
And forgetting about everything that’s going on around me
Then suddenly the world just comes dropping on me again

I wish these feelings will fade away
I wish the stars will come and put an angel on my head
An angel whom I could talk to at the top of my head who will listen and dance with me to my favourite music that will never stop and carrying on until it all disappears

Smiling from the outside, but crying from the inside
The tears dropp to the ground, but my fears still catch up with in me
Holding myself still and not letting myself go, while walking down the streets with this fake happiness and trying to reach the light at the end of the tunnel.