Tug Of War - Heart Vs Head Poem by Micron

My mind and heart are in a tug of war
My hearts never been stretched like this before
My heart is been pulled in two ways
I hope it don’t snap and in place it stays
While one side pulls follow your heart have faith
My brain yells that your time shouldn’t waste
Sometimes the doubts yell running in your brain
But then the love of the heart pulls it back once again
The facts in my head are glaring and pessimistic,
While my heart felt hope stays tiny strong but constant
This dream points to a loving glowing gem
Though others actions remembered in my head just this doubt again
So should I hold on believing it’s for the best?
Or should I give up act just like the rest?
Is it so wrong to hold on wait a little longer?
Maybe doing this I will get stronger
I guess I should be true listen to my heart
So from its place it won’t depart
Though logic in my head says it won’t work
And that I will only get more hurt
So this huge real dilemma is here for me
Which wins? I dream my heart - guess one day I’ll see