Two Sides Poem by Jerarmyn Paulette Vidal

Life has two sides: one is beautiful colours,
the other one is ugly sky.
I don't know how to help it,
I don't know how to fix it.

Sometimes it seems dark enough to be out of this world,
Sometimes I wish to go to sleep and don't ever wake up...
Things are getting harder,
life is breaking my soul,
love cannot do anything about it,
not even if I ask for more...

Help doesn't exist,
everything is so unlikely,
everything is bothering me,
and nothing is consoling me...

Everything is sad.
Why can't this be like the start?
Why can't this be like the first time?

I want to be like the first time,
I want to give it all a try...
I want to be myself again,
I want to see myself again,
shining like a start in the night...