Ugly Poem by Tea Kawana

I faced the white duvet cover,
but couldn't see it in front of me.
Tears flooded my eyes,
but I couln't feel them.
Unable to produce a voice,
Unable to hear,
I became dumb.

I hear steps -
They stop, and a door knob turns.
Unecessary words, a heart beating faster.
A hard grip - eye contact, and harsh words spitting.
A zip - unzipped quickly.
A scream - a large dirty hand to a mouth.
A body rigidly trying to escape from a power unable to overcome.
A head on a chest, to a neck - forcefully and rough.
Two faces; eyes shut facing eyes gone blind.
A pleasure exuded
A satisfaction fulfilled,
An innocence lost.

A picture of a recent memory.