Unthinkable Words Poem by Laura arwen

I spend many
years to find
my way in
the world
I'm crying for
my bitter money
I'll drive on
a slippery road
I'm crazy to
accept the help
of the darkness
I'll sleep on
a bed of
roses
I'm absolutely wrong
My actions are
completely free and
wild
I wanna remember
only the beautiful
moments
I'm incomplete without
a real, good
and comforting friend
I'm not so
desperate to need
a friend because
I create many
friends with imagination
I swear I
ain't gonna leave
the writing for
the manual skills
I need the
solitude and it
is extremely imperative
for my existence
I want to
be extremely independent
and lonely