Untitled #8 Poem by Joyleen Heneker

Lost in my darkness
No where to go
So scared of these feelings
Wish they would leave me alone
I was damned right from birth
So sick of this head
Bella is haunting me
Screaming in my mind
Yells at me all of the time
Sneaking and purging food and thoughts
Hurts me so bad
Razor cutting through the pain
Now I feel half normal again
Even if only for a while
She is crowding me
Letting me know im pathetic and weak, useless and fat
There she goes again