Victim Of Time Poem by Susan T. Aparejo

I refrain from loving ever since,
the reasons so clear - the pain,
the pain excruciatingly dominate,
even until the tiniest nerve,
it aches so well throughout.

Love so delicious to feel the heaven of paradise,
one clings to its wings to try again and again,
eyes glow, illuminate and dominate in focus,
forget of something right for a cause,
a cause of earthly joy in a second.

to love or let go love is now a question,
for a practical reason of being in prison,
yes, I am a slave of intimidation,
that love would bring in me as person,
so I better elude myself for such reason.

Yes, I am coward for you ' Love'
how could I might be?
you're such a wicked thing to think,
You hurt me if I have to give a blink,
especially when establishing the tightest link.

Someday I will know the mystery of you,
how cruel you are to someone trusting you,
though some success traces your existence,
to them you're special and let you stay,
for me you're so elusive and leave.

Do I think there is favoritism?
Do I accept my greatest misery?
If not then how could you prove me?
that love for every one is for any one,
that any one includes me as your clan.

Oh! prove to me you're not that one!
I am willing to subdue and feel the shame,
would you come again to promise no pain,
and live with me in my life's lane,
to tell me you're not to be blame.