We Will See In A Blink Poem by Samarah Essler

I dont know what to do,
im so lost and confused,
im crying again,
and i dont want to put this on you,
my minds in a haze,
ive been crying for days,
i just want the pain and confusion to end,
this wasnt my plan,
the way my life i spend,
i need to turn it around,
i cant always keep feeling down,
but how? ,
i need to figure something out now,
but what? ,
i cant keep living my life stuck in this rut,
two guys fighting over me,
why cant they see,
that maybe I just want to be free,
leave me alone,
i'll be fine on my own,
at lest i think,
we will see in a blink.