What Now Poem by Rain Storm

Is it real.........
Is it true........
Or is it tainted..........

I want to love,
It could be true
It was so good,
When it was new
Its been months now
And boredom has taken over
I haven't seen you
You've been gone since whenever

I say I still love you
But is it really real
I know what I feel
But I know its not for you
No more
I don't want to do
But i feel I must.........

I need to see you tonight
To verify the truth.

Is it real..........
Is it true..........
Or is it tainted..............