What To Do Poem by Linda Engwall

I sit here wondering what to do
Lost in all the
Endless what ifs

Thinking I really do know
The path I should take
Yet unable
Unwilling
To take that first step

Afraid to make a mistake
To be wrong
To hurt another

All of these reasons could be true
So how come I don’t know
This illusion I have created exists

I am surely making tons of mistakes
By being stuck
This I know for sure

Yet nonetheless
Stuck I am
Wondering still what to do