Whats Happening To Me? Poem by Tiffany ThePirate

I can't quite seem to understand
Please tell me, what is the meaning?
What is gods plan?

Why all the confusion?
Why all the pain?
Why do moments of happiness
No longer remain?

Confused girl.
Hey that's me..
Living this life,
But nobody sees

Which way is up?
I already know the direction of down
I though when I met Jesus
I was supposed to be found

Why am i more confused?
Why do I hurt more?
Why am I left to wonder these things?
God where are you?

Just a confused girl..
Yeah that's me..
Hiding my feelings
So no one can see..

What's happening to me?