When Everything Ends Poem by Vision Ghost

So consumed in this, selfless weight of reality
The gravity of consummation, of this self pity
Lingers heavy within me, once again and now
There’s no way I want to move forward, somehow

To anywhere back, to a past when I was complete
In motions of secular thought; nothing to defeat
But myself in a way, I tore this apart yet again
And now left with the agony and endless strain

Should I die this way, so to eventually find peace?
Crimson wine and dreamless sleep, brings release
But all I do is dream of you, to wake to a nightmare
Of being alone again, without your salvations care

I now pray for the darkness, to consume me whole
Thus save within what is left, of my heart and soul
So low I have become to never see, love this way
As its impossible now to vision, toward another day

When happiness ends, what else is there to be left?
That I may wonder onward, in a solitude so bereft
Of a human touch and kinship desires, so now far
You’ve touched my heart and left such a deep scar

Your caress left finger prints, on my morality inside
I still love you deeply so much and this I cannot hide
Discarding the pain of loosing you, to this loneliness
Returning to the demise of my workings; such a mess

I’ve never loved as deeply, as I have never lost so much
You stole from me what was left in me, to trust in such
That I will never love again, so highly and ever so true
A depth of a soul now lost, as so much as I still love you