When I'm With Them Poem by Balint Nagy

Behind these walls
Pins and needles recall
‘Cos when I'm with them
My mind keeps playing tricks on me
I'm losing grip of reality
They whisper me what to do
That's why they are used

Sometimes I take them, to find inspiration
Sometimes just without purpose…

All I've got is a big amount of nothing
A dozen regrets
A dozen shattered dreams
A ruined self-esteem

A few couple years passed
And nothing changed
I don't live just vegetate
Slowly suffocate

Broken down
Left alone
I fell down
I lost hope
On my own
Without home
Everything crashed & burned
And there's nothing I learned
Am I the only,
Feeling this lonely?

I must try overcome my limits now

All I've got is a big amount of nothing
A dozen regrets
A dozen shattered dreams
A ruined self-esteem

A few couple years passed
And nothing changed
I don't live just vegetate
Slowly suffocate