♥♡when Love Gets Hard♥♡ Poem by Abby Keen Harris

When love gets hard you're supposed to be there for your lover and it should make your love stronger.Its supposed to be something you both can overcome.Its not supposed to be over stupid little things that shouldn't be fought over.Your lover is supposed to understand or at least try to understand you.when it all starts to come to a boil and you have no idea if this love will make it.If only he knew how much every fight hurts, how every time he says 'I'm Done' or 'All we do is fight anymore'it's like he's giving up on us when I've been giving this relationship my all.I have no idea what I'm supposed to do.It's like I cant do anything right or nothing I do is good enough anymore.When i look in the mirror i see a failure, a emotional wreck, a person with a short fuse, a impatient person, and a stubborn mule.He says I'm perfect, I'm sexy, I'm beautiful, and I'm smart.Though lately we've been fighting over petty stuff and i try not to fight but apparently he wants to fight.So that's whats been happening.I just wanted this week to go decently since its the week of my 21st birthday, but i guess Fate has other plans.Fate always has other plans......When love gets hard I want to fix it, but if you wont talk to me how am i supposed to fix it? I guess it might be time to give up and move on, It's not what i want at all, but i don't think we will make it.I'm doubting everything now and I don't know what to do anymore.Will there ever be someone who can handle my stupid self?