When Was It? Poem by Jeremy Willson

I've ran into the darkness wishing for whatever lies inside
I've arrived on the other end and it's the morning that I find
I've lost my soul and found it once again in deep embraces
I've encountered wandering spirits with blurry faces
I've learned they're searching for what I already figured out
I've hoped I could be brave enough to settle their doubt
I've slashed dreams turning them into feathered pillows
I've laid my head upon them and thought no one knows
I've raised my head and looked at the stars in awe
I've broken bones and I have broken the law
I've done so much, and have done so little
I've believed I've done enough to get me in the middle
I've sought for better and have received worse
I've delivered my own self-happiness through force
I've stalled and I can make this moment last all day
But I've never remembered when it was I got this way