Who Is God Anyway? Poem by Cath smale

Who is God anyway?
The sky starts lighting up with a bang, with rain falling down, could this be God? Who is God anyway? With words being said that you are loved while being cut out because of your faults, is this God? As the judges have their fancy dress's on, ruling over me, an act to help me will do, could this be God? Who is God anyway?
Seen in us, the sinners. We not perfect, its okay to sin, and lead people to suicide, is this God anyway?
Who is God? As the doors grow bigger with their stain of laws written on it, I WILL NOT JUDGE, I ask myself who is God anyway? Does God live in us? If so then I want nothing to do with this God who rejects me over and over when I fail, could this God be the one who sees all my faults and pours out his love anyway? Who is God? What is your message to the lost, the back sliders and to the ones who have failed you? Mercy, grace and love? Who is God anyway? From what I can say, God is a God who changes his mind 24 7, he hates those who are not at his level, he gives up on you when you have failed him, again I ask you.. What is your message to those who enter your life? .
Again I ask you who is God anyway?
Is God graceful merciful, and love or is he the God which the church has shown him to be by their actions?
Who is God anyway?