Why......? Poem by Ali Ahmed

Why should I trust you? When the trust is not trustworthy today
No one will let you know ever that how much for you, still I have to pay
Ma emotions, ma feelings, ma wishes, ma dreams
Day by day, more & more, still they have to scream
Scattered I am like a broken mirror
All in all I am the only bearer
Pain and sorrows were only in the deal
So permanent were those, none can even heal
You pulled out the light from ma sunny days
Alone left me in the dark, searching for the light rays
Why all this? Just because of you
And again you ask me to trust you?
NO!
I will not let myself down once again
And crown you with honor for giving me more and more pain
Now I had buried myself in an old blue trunk
Along with all your memories, smell of your breath and the touch of you hand
Sewed ma lips, to hide all my very deep intentions
So again and again how many times will you ask the same question?
Still I can feel those broken pieces slotted in ma soul
But to pull them out will be now a NO ONES role
Leave me alone, let me be very silent
Because still even today sugar, I don’t want to hurt you……….! ! !