Why "Myiner Agony"? Poem by MyIner Agony

"Why is your name so depressing? It's not too late to change it."
Nope I will cherish this name for the rest of my life.... while I'm young it symbols my journey.....if I have kids which I really don't want to but if it happens it while symbol my proof of fun but also my proof of mistakes..... when I'm old and close to death it'll symbolize my youth and celebration of no longer having to struggle through this hell hole called life.....I created MyIner Agony to at first make
a meanAnonymous poem to my mom and "sister" and other people that hurt me......but then when certain people started to listen to me and understand me through my poem MyIner Agony became a symbol of my Legacy...... one of my worst exes tried to bring me down by saying " most poets aren't known til their dead" which gave me the idea to keep MyIner Agony because even though I don't like it earth and don't wanna be here..... I want my story to be remembered after I leave