Will And Power Poem by Laura arwen

I want to
find a solution
for my disorder
I want to
have more time
for myself
I would like
to live in
a less hostile
world
I am slowly
changing my habits
I hope the
moment to live
alone will soon
arrive
I'm not suited
to living with
people
I have to
focus only on
the poems almost
obsessively
I don't have
a precise goal
to reach or
set a goal
in my future
I need a
real diversion
I feel complete
with cleaning
My will is
still very weak
I want to
contemplate my isolated
glory for eternity
I miss the
melody of the
silence
I want to
live an organized
and planned life
It's wonderful dream
without limits
In my loneliness
I have a
lot of power
I need more
power and strength
Sometimes I'm not
sure to have
the necessary will
to be who
I am