Windy Confidences Poem by Laura arwen

I want to
go to live
alone as soon
as possible
I want to
make my home
a safe and
impregnable
place
Sometimes I'm tired
to be with
people
I could be
happy if I
live alone
I want to
have the control
on my activities
and in my
house
I dream how
to decorate my
home
In my dreams
I'm happy in
my home and
in my new
life
I think I
need a drastic
solution for my
mess
I want to
be tuned with
order, cleaning and
nature
I want to
change my habits
for a healthier
life
Sometimes I think
my mind will
explode soon for
too much thoughts
I want to
have a stable
routine
I want to
have a quiet
and very reserved
life
I hate unpredictable
events
I wait for
lonely moments