Without Him Poem by Ellie Watts

as the photograph of him gets soaked by my tears
thinking back about all those years
now im all alone and sick of myslef
ever since you left ive been such a wreck.
even though it was your fault for my self-destruction.
failure is my only option.
my arms feel so alone.
theres nothing there to hold anymore.
the blade has become my friend
and kept them company.
while your picture fades from my mind.
now my heart is paralyzed.
what you did will scar me forever...
like you did the day you left.
i just wish i was stronger.