I try not to think of those long talks we shared
And I try to keep your name erased out of my mind
But every time I see a picture of you
That's when I realize I need you and I wish that you were here
Because without you I'm lost and I can't find my way
I feel so alone and all I can do at night is hug my pillow and cry
I feel so helpless and I scream out your name
How am I suppose to break free from you when I can't let you go?
No matter how hard to try, I can't break the spell you got me under
Here all alone I sit and wonder what could I have done wrong
You meant everything to me and now I'm stuck here missing you
Wish you knew exactly how I felt but I just can't get the urge to tell you
Everywhere I go and everyone that I see I feel lost and alone
In the middle of a crowd I see your face but its just me and my imagination
I feel like I'm losing my mind all because of you
I miss when you're around, nothing else matters and I can be myself
Can you see that I'm a complete wreck without you here?
Without you I'm just stuck here lonely as can be
I told myself I could make it and be strong without you
But here I am as weak as can be just like always
After all I thought you loved me for who I am
I was hoping you would stick around
You always knew how to make me laugh
And you were healing these wounds
The pain was fading out of my life when you were around
It seemed like you were my light through this tunnel
How I miss you and wish that you were here
Without you I'm completely torn apart and my heart has melted away
I'll never find anyone else like you
You were one of a kind and I thought I was blessed to have you
Guess I was blind sided from the start
Now here I am without you wishing and dreaming that you were here with me
April 12,2012
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem