Without You I'M Alone Poem by ESPN CHICK

I try not to think of those long talks we shared
And I try to keep your name erased out of my mind
But every time I see a picture of you 
That's when I realize I need you and I wish that you were here

Because without you I'm lost and  I can't find my way
I feel so alone and all I can do at night is hug my pillow and cry
I feel so helpless and I scream out your name 
How am I suppose to break free from you when I can't let you go?

No matter how hard to try, I can't break the spell you got me under 
Here all alone I sit and wonder what could I have done wrong
You meant everything to me and now I'm stuck here missing you
Wish you knew exactly how I felt but I just can't get the urge to tell you

Everywhere I go and everyone that I see I feel lost and alone 
In the middle of a crowd I see your face but its just me and my imagination 
I feel like I'm losing my mind all because of you 
I miss when you're around, nothing else matters and I can be myself 

Can you see that I'm a  complete wreck without you here?
Without you I'm just stuck here lonely as can be 
I told myself I could make it and be strong without you
But here I am as weak as can be just like always 

After all I thought you loved me for who I am 
I was hoping you would stick around 
You always knew how to make me laugh 
And you were healing these wounds 

The pain was fading out of my life when you were around 
It seemed like you were my light through this tunnel
How I miss you and wish that you were here 
Without you I'm completely torn apart and my heart has melted away 

I'll never find anyone else like you 
You were one of a kind and I thought I was blessed to have you
Guess I was blind sided from the start
Now here I am without you wishing and dreaming that you were here with me 

April 12,2012