Wonder Poem by Nunam Lawati

Sometimes,
I wonder
What it would feel like
To feel nothing at all.
Have no feeling
Nor be in dilema
And push yourself
To fix the broken pieces.
Would it not feel a burden
To not care at all?
Would it not feel so right
To just carry on?
Forget what had happened
Leave away easily
Lay down peacefully
And take a breathe hopefully.
I wonder,
What would life be like
If i had been so carefree
If i was just written on stories,
Seen on chapters
Felt by heart
Forever the best choice
And a happy ending.
Lies would have been covered
Ending to be obvious
Hush to people's mind
Moments out of reality
Smiling so genuinely
Shimmered as i walk
And then you would wonder
What it would feel like
To be just like me.