You Do Not Know Poem by Hopeless Heart

You have no idea who I am
Who I have become
When you weren’t watching
When you were out having fun

You do not see the tears I cry
When I’m all alone,
You turn a blind eye
Simply because you do not want to know

But inside I’m dying
Because of all your hatred
And all you’re lying,
As I sit on this floor crying

While you were singing
To you’re so called loyal fans
I was sitting on our bed
With a razor in my hands

The only reason I continued living was for you
But now you do not care
No matter what I do,
It just isn’t fair

So before I go
I want you to know
That I always loved you
Although it didn’t always show

I’m sorry if I hurt you
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done
I couldn’t think of any thing else to do
I couldn’t think of anywhere to run

With my last few words
I want to say sorry to my mum
I want to tell you, you will always be the one
And I want to apologise for the person I have become.

January 9th 2007