You'Re Tears In My Eyes Poem by Miranda Weller

After putting much thought in this I have settled to understand noting more than what I started with. I need not to understand any thing else. The only way to fully understand why things happen the way they do is to look back upon the past, all the wile you must live for now. Five moths and I still feel pain as if it happened yesterday. Moving on has become hard, almost impossible but I truly believe time is on my side for this one. If nothing ever works for me again at least give me this one thing. What happens when fate comes and you turn away? Is it possible that people can make their own fate or control it? Just when I started thinking that I am getting better. I see the pain and feel your tears in my eyes; your pain causes me pain. You cry, I cry remember. So I have been changing my appearance trying to distract myself. Because of how much I fell in love with you, I still will not give any girl the opportunity to get close to me. When people get close that’s when I always seem to get hurt. I want to have someone to be around, and at times I feel everyone is a replacement of the one I desire the most.