You Still In My Mind Poem by Xiao Kang

you still in my mind


When I was thirteen
we were deskmates
with innocene and young
I sat in left
and you sat in right
I liked you but shy to say
although the school rule not allowed to love
But you still in my mind

When I was fifteen
I went to Australia
with a dream to change the world
I stayed in South
and you stayed in North
I liked you but told you in wrong way
although you thought I was joking
But you still in my mind

When I was seventeen
a nightmare destroyed me
with poor house and inferiority
I became a bricklayer labour
and you became a university gril
I liked you but no brave to say
although I lay on the bed like disability
But you still in my mind

When I was twenty
the lowest point came to me
with fail and cheat
I start to be a incomplete Gangster
and you start to be someone's grilfriend
I liked you but hide to say
although I avoided to chat with you
But you still in my mind

Now I am twenty-three
I had to come back
with rebuilding my home in another town
I told you 'I love you but I have nothing'
and you told me 'It doesn't matter' with tearing
I liked you and told you all of mine
although the story are not ended here
But you still in my mind

after 10 days, we break up
there is no argument between us
but your parents disagrees with us
Why? I even told you all of mine in truth.
just because my Dad had been framed
and your parents regard me like a jinx
you said 'I am sorry, let's break up! '
which the sentence I can't believe
But I still remember you

Time is the best medicine
To heal the hurt of bleeding heart
I find poem, and I find the Lord
The Lord is a God of few words
'forgive, forget and rise' there are-
all he told me
But you still in my mind


To meet you is the blessing from Lord
To know you is the blessing from Lord
To hold your hands is the gift from Lord
To break up is the better arrangement from Lord
I still not find an eraser
which able to rub you off in my memory
so that you still in my mind