Your Choice, But Why? Poem by Rodney vali

You guys need to know something to understand this poem better. I wrote this poem to express my feelings, that's why I wrote my other poems too. This poem was harder for me to write, though. Why? Because of the reason I wrote this poem. I wrote this poem because of the death of my mother's uncle. I knew him very well, he was only 62, and he was one of my most loved family members. The way he died is why I wrote: 'Your choice, but why? '. It was his choice, because he committed suicide. Some people go and cry for a few days after the death of a loved one, but I can't do that. The way I express my feelings is the following way: I get really quiet and just start writing. Now you guys know why I wrote this poem I hope you also understand the poem.