Your New Girl Poem by Anna Cellmer

You don't even know how it hurts
such words
But don't worry about
It's just because I love you
I think I'll be fine soon
I hope
It's just for a while
I feel so bad
Like all the world just become grey
from now
when I see that you are not mine
that you just found
another one
girlfriend to love
but thank you
that you are so honest with me
my love
I was afraid that this dream is too good
and that someday
something will happen like this
something wont be just as i wish
but i know
that it's not possible
to live just like this with me
I know I understand
your need to be with some real warm girl
by your side
but today you just realized me again
who I'm
I'm just married and mother
living so far away from you
I can't give you this what she can do, I'm sure
So maybe I should just go away with all this love
to leave you in peace with another one
I just feel so sad now
But I understand
I wish you the best
I hope you are ok
If you ever need me
Let me know
I'm still here for you
But I think that I should
Just leave you alone
right now
I think I should leave you
yes I think
Yes I'll try
I promise
I'll try to not be sad
because of this fact
that my perfect man
have a new girlfriend
from now
yes I'll try to survive
but how to believe in your words of love
how to understand clear
I'll try to live with this somehow
but I wont fight
I don't have the chance
to win with the reality

but come back to me
when you will need me
come back when you will be free
and for me
goodbye for now
my sweet man
goodbye
don't think about me too much
it wont be good for your new girlfriend
for this new relationship which you start to build
try to be happy
with her
just remember
That I'm where I'm
Just enjoy your new love
forget about me
God how I'm sad telling this
A pity girl
but maybe tomorrow I'll be fine
and I'll understand better
and I'll try to smile
but for now
I can't I'm sorry I can't
It was just too beautiful
that It could be real

but you know that I wish you the best on your way
don't forget me
don't forget

I know it was hard to you
to live with this love alone
but now
it's so hard to me
To live with this fact
that you have a new one
but I'll try
Yes I'll try
Just can't stop these tears fall down
right now


bye I have to go now