I am not happy
No, I am not,
I lost in a war
That I had valiantly fought,
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Drugs control my life
But, so does sorrow, worries and strife,
Please don't tell me that I can be sober
As I wait for my life to be over.
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Do not cry as I lay here dead
Do not sigh as my body lies in its bed,
There is no need for your bereft
I am no longer here, as my soul has left.
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I am blessed
To all I have confessed,
I have air to breathe
And I have eyes to see,
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Last night was our very first date
And I must say that it was great,
She wasn't a tease, and I was at ease
Not once did I hesitate.
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I thank you Lord for the food we're about to eat
I thank you Lord for the drinks and the bread and the meat,
Thank you Lord for all that you have given me
I especially thank you Lord for my friends and family.
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When everyone stared,
I truly cared.
When everyone else pondered,
I never not once wondered.
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To be honest and true
I wanna marry a woman just like you,
I want one soul to become two
Finally finding a love that I never knew.
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Instead of asking and looking on my search
I instead am going back to church,
It is where all my answers will be found
Indeed it is where I am soulfully bound.
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I finally ended my soulful search
I found myself a church,
From my face I assuredly removed my smirch
Today, at the Church.
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