Scarred Unknown Poems

day and night i can see you there
light it up and breath it in.
take it in for its your life
it controls you
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I’m so tired of being broken
I’m falling apart
So tired of being broken
Just wish I knew why
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Laying on my floor staring at the roof
I’m only thinking of you
But you’re thinking of her
Why can’t it be me?
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I read your words knowing what you say you mean
But I don’t believe, I can’t believe not for anything
You ask me this question, I don’t believe
I read the poem, when I look away I can’t see
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Wanted to be what you saw in me
Begged for night and day
Wanted to be all you asked of me
Fallen to my knees
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as i look into your eyes.
my head spins again
i realize just how much
you mean to me
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I want a love you see in the movies, to feel that feeling only there. I have tried to feel that feeling ‘fore yet all I get is pain and more. I long for it as we all do. Why can I not feel that feeling!
We long for a feeling only there, in movies see and known for true. In love with love we all are. I make no sense nor does this. I just wish for a love of loved back of movie dreams and movie past.
In movies is where we all see this feeling of love and feeling of dreams. I see it there it seems so pleasant, it seems as if walking on air. I see in movies the love we dream of, and think to myself why can I not have it? Why can I not feel it? I long for it, as if love is all that exists to make me happy to make me feel.
We watch in their eyes and see so much life. We see that there is none but the one in front of them. We think we can have it, that love in front of us. We think that it is real, the love in front of us. There is no such, that love on the screen. There is no such thing as true love.
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THATS IT
i'm done
i can't take this anymore
THATS IT
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your everything i need
i never knew i wanted
you make me smile
make me laugh
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Why does it seem like life is always so far fetched
Like the air we breath the sun light we get
Is all just a magical dream
Moments that pass that make you wanna scream
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