searching, where to find answers
how to end this masked charade
hiding that I'm slowly dying inside.
a deep cut, carved upon my wrists
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awakening swallowed in pitch black
no longer moving I'm securely trapped
walls enclosing in on me tightly
all memory gone, completely vanished
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waking up chained, shivering in the dark
i find myself trapped in a deep abyss
everything covered with an icy frost
stinging the air bites with its coldness
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with the clouds parting, skies opening
a dark angel emerges, its beckoning
the angel's voice like music flows
it moves melodically through my veins
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never finding an escape
to this past so haunting
the pain felt so deep inside
cuts like shards of broken glass
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all was quiet
all that could be heard was my heart beat
i could hear my thoughts
telling myself i shouldn't have messed up again
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you have stolen so much from me
leaving me hardly able to carry on
so used and empty i have become
this hollowness is turning me numb
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wandering along this broken path
my thoughts are so clouded
and many emotions churning
inside this wanderer searching
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sweet nectar upon lips
when placed so gently
a kiss, whispered love
cunning hiss unheard
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