Silentpoet Grl

collapsed in tears of pain
so lost in heavy confusion
how did things get so messed up
Please help me now is all i can say
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broken, the porcelain doll is laying
tossed aside, used and shattered.
her once fair perfect porcelain skin
now cracked and crimson stained
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shame I can not hide
ugliness clearly displayed
shattered life never mended
brokenness written upon flesh
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i was in tears as i walked away
nothing would ever be the same
heavy words i so longed to say,
- silence - as none could escape.
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my mind is like a loaded gun
pressure is building, ticking
a final act pushes the limit
breaking me even further down
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wishing for just a single moment
maybe i could hold your attention
and share the things on my heart.
would we for a moment disappear?
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in the darkness always lurking
hungry for all control, preying
shadows dance across walls
their presence enclose tightly
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empty silence surrounds,
hushing all that's around
darkness engulfs the light
creating shadows of shame,
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melancholy music fills the air
as i plan my beautiful escape
finding rest for my wearied soul
tonight i shall dance with my blade
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echoing thoughts long to disappear
clock ticking, counting passed time
trapped inside these walls, running
lost and afraid, searching for an exit
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the words still linger on my lips
thoughts i still long to depart
slices like a dagger to the heart
quiet wishes of stealing time
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gently strumming my guitar
soft music fills the air
quietly humming along
thoughts begin floating
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notes floating melodically by
soft hums of eerie lullabies
stir hauntingly in the stale air
somberly carrying memories
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a lone unique rose standing
never really fully blooming
but still holding such beauty
many storms came and went
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laying at the bottom of a dark abyss
crying out, pleading in desperation
up from these ashes i hope to rise
fighting to emerge from this deep pit
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escaping for just a moment
sitting alone with my knife
alluringly it calls out my name
whispering promises of comfort
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the night was loud again today
for the girl who couldn't sleep
so she went for a walk outside
all her thoughts dragging along
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I'm one mistake from the edge
teetering on the cliff, hanging
testing my balance, life or death
trying to figure out how to live
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looking in the mirror its no longer me
just a broken lifeless shell is all i see
wearing the makeup and the right clothes
the fake smile, it all puts on a show
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so empty, blank page
waiting to be filled
as it ought to be
putting pen to page
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