Sketcher Ridpath

I feel a mad rush of violence soar,
Throughout my veins and out my pores,
I feel things I know not what for,
A battle inside of myself to restore,
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Met them with no tears,
But I need to see them more,
First time in ten years,
We're all broken to the core,
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Why does nobody love me?
Why does nobody care?
When I call out for help,
Nobody is there.
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People burst of fake emotion,
Isn't that a simple notion,
Even though it seems quite pure,
For their disease there is no cure,
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I go home to an empty room,
And stare at the white wall,
Reminds me of the recess kids,
That pick on me when we play ball,
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Sorry if this letter makes you feel gray,
I'm happy that I can make someone's day,
I'm not into the way you like to sway,
We can be brothers but bro, I'm not gay.
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What makes me mad,
To see my dad,
Choose escape over me,
Next thing you know,
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I'm grateful,
And I'm bored,
Cause I know everything,
And Nothing more.
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Wake up with an empty mind,
Finding ways to pass the time,
Breakfast as I write my rhyme,
These days I feel sublime cuz,
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Stuck in the future,
When I should be here,
Trying to nurture,
Never ending fear,
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I love you,
I just don't know how to show it,
Just one chance,
I really don't want to blow it,
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I'm not hungry, I'm hurting,
This isn't nonsense I'm spurting,
Eye contact is averting,
My body is reverting back,
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You gave me a feeling that I can not replicate,
And I can't always see you so I just sit and wait,
As my emotions destroy me and my heart deflates,
Can't see you til we make plans or meet again by fate.
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People can try,
Then they can fail,
When people die,
They will turn pale,
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My brain is falling down the ladder,
Feeling rain,
Into the hands of the kidnapper,
His name is Cain,
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Raging on the internet about things that don't matter,
Trying to get mingled into the great party chatter,
Who's on the other side a chef or karate master,
Whoever it is no it won't end with hearty laughter,
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I can't wait for winter break,
Too much work and my brain aches,
Could just stop that's all it takes,
But I'm doing this for their sake,
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You see them together,
You wish she had it better,
But he treats her like cold weather,
Tryna' avoid her altogether,
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