Taylor Petty

There was spark ignited in my backyard.
My neighbor had the same ailment.
She asked me to help her.
Hey, she said please.
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His laughter played itself over and over again in my mind,
Like a broken record player.
His beautiful brown eyes were engraved in my memory.
His smile danced in my thoughts.
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I am the only person in the world that lives with a broken heart.
I wake up every morning hoping that I haven't lost a piece.
I carry it around with caution.
Until I find some glue.
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Crazy, how, on some level, you have to know.
Sh-t, I’m bad at hiding it.
For, I, Sir, am a terrible actress.
Yes, I know, shocked your socks off, right?
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I’ve been trying to figure out ways to tell you.
I think I’m going to just come out and say it.
It pissed me off when I helped you and you didn’t even say thank you.
That’s all I needed was a f-ing thank you.
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It felt good to tell you exactly how I feel.
But know that’s it out, I don’t think you took me seriously.
I don’t even think I took me seriously.
The truth is, though I did delet your number, it’s not the first time.
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You make me so sick.
I am already reconsidering myself.
Should I have, or shouldn’t I have.
The truth is, I don’t really know.
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So I decided to give you another shot.
You said, “Talk to you later.”
When you said later, did you mean later this year or later today.
Hell, I can’t tell.
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It’s for the best, it think I should just avoid talking to you.
Did you know I added your number back to my phone?
And for what?
The same bullshit routine, that’s what.
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I can’t help but wonder, would we be any different had I told you exactly how I felt about you.

Maybe it was all just in my head that you cared about me.
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I didn't say, 'Kiss me, you confidence lacking zero! '
I didn't see it coming.
I didn't know he had the courage.
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My struggle to be like everyone else was like…
Being a string less guitar
Useless.
I was hoping to make a sound, or even a difference.
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My glasses.
They gave me vision.
They let me see the world for what it really is.
They were a great help.
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The words about you won’t come to my mind.
I want to write exactly what I feel.
But I don’t know how I feel.
You make me happy, yet you make me sad.
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Was that a wink,
Or did you have something in your eye?

When you hug me,
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You were making so much progress.
You were clean for five months.
And now your cleanliness rests with your soul.
You were cared about.
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What is love?
Is it a feeling?
Is it an emotion?
Is it the thing that turns our stomachs
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