I seek escape from this lonely existence. My dreams are happy. My wakeful moments are dreaded.
She awaits me in my dreams. I see her standing in a field of flowers. The blue sky beckons to us. I gaze upon her but I do not see her with my eyes. I see her with my heart. I cannot see her face but I know her beauty is beyond compare.
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I stood tall and strong
I loved you with all my heart and soul
you called me your soul mate
and I felt my happiness grow
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The cold wind blows
the snow is quiet deep
as it builds into drifts
so deep they can conceal just about anything
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here I am weak and bruised my darkness seeks to consume me.
The pain of being alone tears at my heart.
But what is this I see and Angel by me.
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One last look is all I have
of our home we built together
were our dreams were born
with one last look I bide them farewell
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I stand still as the wind blows past
kicking up dust clouds
I gaze at what once was
a beautiful lush forest
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My dreams are always the same
An unending darkness void of all things
Just a peaceful void
nothing to bother me
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The pale moon light illuminates my path
my passing goes unnoticed by those who reside here
for they do not care
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