There were two special people in my life who I loved more than all. And those two were named/ called Grandma and Grandpa, they were so kind and gentle, loving and so sweet! They were kind to everyone from family, to anyone who's in the street! They taught me what it means to have unconditional love and are now truly Angels watching me from up above. It's hard cause after my injury they were the ones who would lend an ear it's showing how much they love me they were always there. But it's so hard to accept that they're both gone. everything now seems to be wrong there's a hole in my heart that I can't seem to heal don't know if it can or if it ever will! I've lost some love that I can't seem to replace. Because it's hard to imagine that someone could ever amount to the grace.
For the two of them were like no other you'd ever meet. If you saw them you couldn't help but wave and hope to get to talk with them. For just a short while to take the load off your feet!
After having an interaction with them as you walked away you couldn't help but notice your smile.
And the joy in which you now had in your heart! Which would last for quite awhile!
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I was running through life without a care, and then I flew through the air, I landed on my head, and the doctors had said that I should be dead, but then a miracle came despite a stroke and injury to my brain, I still have my life, even though the doctor had a knife that he had taken to my brain which Caused me less strain, but hey I'm still here just trying to steer clear, of any more problems in front of me, my future is hazy, I started back to school, nope I can't be a fool, I must graduate or else I will hate what I became that night while Acting so dumb. Now I must pass this goal, To make my life whole and begin again, with a smile on my chin. I thank my family for; sticking by me until the very end. So now I send all of my love to everyone above who has show me so much love, to help me back up on my feet so I can walk down the street and apologize to all of the lives, I have bothered along the way so I can once more and again say hey watch one day you wait and see I'll pay all of you back when there's something you lack I'll bring it to you with a smile, I just hope for you that's not for a while I'll take care of you until your wonderful again 'thank you my friend'!
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Why is life unfair, I can't get a chance
People hear about my injury, and won't take a second glance.
They won't hear me out and listen to what I have to say,
They don't want to hear about what it is I've gone through everyday.
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People in our lives they come and they go.
And what the purpose is we'll never know,
But you can be sure each one serves a purpose oh yes,
And for the reason they are the best!
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Grandma Today is your birthday but you're not here to celebrate! You left us many years ago and constant tears it does create! I still find it so hard to accept that both you and grandpa are gone, But in my heart I'll always keep you my entire life long! The two of you had such an influence in my life. without you. I wouldn't be who I am, I'd be an entirely different man! The love you had given me let me grow up with such a smile! And I hope you're looking down on me and see that I carry you in memory along every mile! As I travel through this life I'll always remember you. As I try my best to as well be like you in every thing that I do! You were such great people and loved by all! I'd do anything to be able to make just one more call. But now I can talk to you only in my prayer. And I know you always hear me and you still care. For I have the two greatest angels watching over me. And so I pray to you to say that I still and always will carry you in my heart, and forever you'll consume and be the greatest part! !
I love the two of you more than I could ever explain! Even though that love caused tears to rain! Enough I could fill the whole room, but because of who you were I'll never feel gloom!
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They've been with me since I was young and a loving song we've always sung. We've grown and shown one another that we care
And through hard times they've always been their,
But now the road is getting rough,
And you're trying to hang on but it's getting tough, I pray and pray everyday
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Today is Father's Day, and there's one that we miss so true ever since he's gone away. And that is of course you. We always remember everything that you'd always do.
Because the way you lived your life was always to lend a hand! To any & everyone all over the land! You were always kind even when you were hurting all the while, but you allays Stopped, to make sure everybody had a smile! Because that's the kind of person it is that you were. So now we just and must pray to say happy father's Day! We miss you Grandpa more than words can say but we know you're watching over us with a smile each day! But todays a day we can still celebrate for even though you're no longer here apart, we live every day with your love in our heart.
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When I got in my accident,
I got left behind,
All my friends moved on with life,
And didn't keep me in mind
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I'm tired of this life I live,
I feel as though I've given all I have to give,
I try so hard constantly, but for some reason so much just isn't meant to be,
For some reason the lords denied so many things I've failed. When I have tried, , but trust in him is what it is I will!
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How great my grief, my joys how few,
Ever since it was, I lost you, and by you, I mean me! For that's what happened in my injury.
The days are long,
But life seems wrong how can it be,
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Every day I still groan,
Because you've gone away,
And left me alone,
I know it wasn't your choice,
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My heart still aches in sadness, My silent tears still flow, For what it meant to lose you No one will ever know.
Although you cant be here with me, We're truly not apart
Until the final breath I take, You'll be living in my heart.
Though absent you are very near
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I hear that you are leaving, but that can't be so. You've told me I was stuck with you forever and I'd never see you go! 😊
I'm not sure if you where joking, or if you meant it as a threat? But either way you made me laugh and smile, so for that I never will forget. We've had many laughs together because you're just like me. There where time you'd leave me speechless. Yes you know how to be Ornery! 👻 But because you are leaving, yes it does make me sad. Because on this dark, depressing road I've travelled. You are one who's helped me to be glad.
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A pretty purple flower, is what it was I see,
And it had made me think of Jamie,
So I took a picture,
So that I could send., so she could see.
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As I sit and think,
What is it I should do?
When I picture my future,
I can't find a view.
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He came into our lives just like the rest,
And for that he was one of the best!
He was fun and loving that's for sure,
And it was comforting to hear him purr!
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I need to find a purpose, but what could it be.
It seems as though there is no future for me.
There's nothing I can do
To make a true difference in this world.
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Always show your smile whenever you can
No matter if you're a boy, girl, woman, or man.
Your smile shows everyone that you're full of joy,
No matter if you're a girl or boy, the smile you have shows everyone the person you are. And the kind of heart that you have;
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My Angel up in heaven,
I wanted you to know,
I still carry you within my heart,
Everywhere I go,
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I've experienced tragedy that many have never heard of! I was in an accident on an Atv. when I was 16 where I had jumped over a rock hill going up about 50ft. in the air and falling off the back landing on the right side of my head and crushing my skull having some pieces imprinted into my brain. Causing me a TBI. Putting me in a coma for 36 days. And I had a stroke paralyzing the left side of my body. I had no chance of surviving then after I did I had no chance of recovery. But after over 16 years of intensive rehabilitation every day I've recovered and amazingly come back I'm up walking I have to use a cane but hey I'm on my feet; I'm back to living in my own apartment and I'm working. I've proved many doctors and therapists wrong who said I never could or would.but I've proven that with hard work and faith in God, it can be done. I'm someone who can say positively. Never give up. Because although the doctors and professionals, may know the chances and ability's. They don't know the effort you're willing to put forth or the will of God for your life. So with that never ever give up! As long as you don't and work your hardest. You can surprise yourself with what you can achieve!)
Two Special People!
There were two special people in my life who I loved more than all. And those two were named/ called Grandma and Grandpa, they were so kind and gentle, loving and so sweet! They were kind to everyone from family, to anyone who's in the street! They taught me what it means to have unconditional love and are now truly Angels watching me from up above. It's hard cause after my injury they were the ones who would lend an ear it's showing how much they love me they were always there. But it's so hard to accept that they're both gone. everything now seems to be wrong there's a hole in my heart that I can't seem to heal don't know if it can or if it ever will! I've lost some love that I can't seem to replace. Because it's hard to imagine that someone could ever amount to the grace.
For the two of them were like no other you'd ever meet. If you saw them you couldn't help but wave and hope to get to talk with them. For just a short while to take the load off your feet!
After having an interaction with them as you walked away you couldn't help but notice your smile.
And the joy in which you now had in your heart! Which would last for quite awhile!
They really were the best two greatest people and idles to me! And I now look forward to the day I'll go to heaven and then get to again see.
The two of them standing arms open wide, for me!
The destination, is not what you think it is. The dissolution doesn't matter, unless you enjoy the journey!
Brick walls aren't there to keep us out, they are there to make us prove how badly we want in -Randy, Paunch
A friend of mine by the name of trent Shelton, who is a motivational speaker said this quote that fits my life a lot. You're smiling for the camera, but dying behind the scenes!