Crawling out from the pitch black,
Being thrust upon more darkness;
Maintaining a comatose state,
I begun to fall beyond all my strengths of recognition;
...
I'm the one,
The one everyone tries to understand but never quite gets me;
It would defiantly take too many words to describe me,
I care for things and people way more than people could ever know;
...
His words are louder than his actions,
His expressions progress more than his words;
He has the eye of an eagle,
Seeking truth and nobility;
...
She's gone,
Gone with the wind;
Leaving behind only a seed,
and a waterfall;
...
Walking through the darkness of racism,
Devouring the thoughts of virgin minds in life;
Very few taking the easy way out by not truly studying
the minds and personalities of certain people,
...
Living in the moment,
Suffering from the memories;
Preaching to the wounded,
Hiding your past for security;
...
There's a spirit buried far within;
Whispering disastrous thoughts to the vulnerable ear.
Maneuvering through the amateur's mind;
All good is destroyed inside.
...
Collapsing,
The effort is never enough.
Vocal cords blurting out nonsense,
Only for the moment.
...
Mountains of ice cream;
Mountains of snow.
Way above;
Where the wind doesn't blow.
...
Love is but a dream;
Without you here with me.
I've gotten frost bite;
From our future fading out of sight.
...
There's much to be thankful for on this day;
Even if you just give everyone a simple, 'hey.'
I'm thankful that my mom is still breathing;
If she weren't I would have never stopped grieving.
...
Gasping for breath when she saw him;
He already stole her heart.
This rare trick was not a misfortune;
It brought them the recipe for a kiss.
...
Sweating from between my bones,
As if these courts are my only homes;
every moment that passes is like toxic gasses,
Terrified of a mistake;
...
Being trapped in a billet-doux,
Feeling more in love by the letter;
Eager to read the rest,
But reading slow to comprehend;
...
The bones in my body,
They're the only true feelings inside me;
Love, lust, and the swelling of my heart,
They're just masked disasters waiting to consume me;
...
Here it is once again;
Another day to begin.
Lost in the feeling of love;
Making the present, a present.
...
They close their eyes;
Only for a moment.
Walking through the whispers;
Walking through their glares.
...
United together, who are we now?
Together in war, who are we now?
Freedom for everyone, who are we now?
With our states, who are we now?
...
This is what it means to be real;
The horrors that can happen during a lifetime are hear.
The love and compassion mean nothing to me anymore;
There are definitely signs of life that can capture us all.
...
Black Hole
Crawling out from the pitch black,
Being thrust upon more darkness;
Maintaining a comatose state,
I begun to fall beyond all my strengths of recognition;
feeling as if I'm in an eternal black hole,
Appearing to be forgotten;
Awakening in the past,
Realizing it can not last;
Creeping beside the seed of me,
Thinking of what I am to be;
Remembering who I am and why I'm here,
For the future is what I only fear;
1-6-09(First poem this year)