alysha renee'

If only, if only
She was not the reason, you brought me
so much pain and grief
yet I know not her name, I know it’s... more »

sittin here wondering why it took u so long to see,
i was in love..., lust..? ...no matter
but i wonder had i not asked yet a simple question,
would u have known, would i have known... more »

i feel like im high, like ive overdosed on ecstasy..maybe
but i realize im getting high off your high, my high, our high
our high of riding this emotional rollercoaster called life...or are we ...... more »

I miss your touch, your taste, your smell
The feelings that your arouse in me are wild...making me go crazy
Like a caged beast trying to get out from its enclosure
and now with all these feelings ...... more »

I'm so in love
So in love wit you, maybe it's just the things you do
I don't know, I don't even care, as long as this feeling stays here
For once in life i can say that I'm truly happy... more »

I love him with longing, flames of a fiery passion igniting, flemes licking my body, bringing pleasure to places i never knew existed
I get excited and feel chills up my spine, just at the mention of...... more »

Everytime I think about you, I feel your pain
So I'm wondering right now if your doing the same
I'm wondering if these eternal tears upon my cheek will ever go away
I'm crying tears of hope, joy ...... more »

Help me, please help me
Help me get out
I'm stuck in these four walls, of a prison, no doubt
I've cried and cried... more »

Got the whole world in front of me, and still I keep looking back
Don’t know why when it’s too late, too late to backtrack
You were my first, the one I thought to be my last
I gave you my heart and...... more »

behind this face, and all these smiles....i'm breaking down inside
tears flow, and it seems like i'm dying
this heart-wrenching pain seems cold and cruel...who could be so evil?
i put on a front,...... more »

i want to be loved; with a love that is calming
a love so soothing it can stop the churning in my soul

so take my hand, to take away all the pain.... more »

sittin, like the caged bird. awaiting for you to release me from my walless prison
the prison of my body...endangered by my own mind.

hanging, no clinging to the one starnd,... more »

life is...
devotion
pain
peace... more »

yesterday was the day i sinned.
yes, i had sinned before but yesterday was the worst
see i thought that i could make the blind man see
thought i could erase his ignorance, just by saying a couple ...... more »

i turned back, to a chapter in my past
i walked through the pages, reading of my my mistakes
reminicing of the way we were... more »

to look at her, from outside her inner circle
she seems calm, organized, in control.

but believe me, you're on the outside looking in... more »

i sit here, gathering my thoughts
trying to understand myself.
my feelings, decisions, my past and my future... more »

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slipped a pill on my tongue; then swallowed it down
i knew it was wrong, but hey i was out on the town
i got a little dizzy, and stumbled with my step
a guy quickly grabbed my hand and asked if we ...... more »

eyes, the color of enticing chocolate
perfect lips, just as sweet
a boy so strong and loving; showed me just how sweet he could really be
we lay on the bed, and he grabs me by my face... more »

I sit on a step and think
for hours i waited with anticipation, but as the sunlight waned, so did my excitement
sitting here, tears streaming down a path not unknown
for it seems lately they've ...... more »

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she's laid back, yet tense
as if waiting for something to happen any moment
she smiles more, like she's learned the very secret of life
and wears it pressed upon her lips... more »

in a rage her anger brews
like black coffee, no cream
her brow furrows, she glistening
angry for no one ever listening... more »

i smile to myself, as i taste his skin
kissing his neck, i taste the soap that has obviously just been rinsed
i climb atop him and he sighs
i began to dance, just for my man... more »

she lies in wait of her precarious prey
stalks like a panther wanting to kill
cruelest of all, she leaves her victims to suffer
poisoning them with a hatred so deep;... more »

she sits, waiting for the blow
life has dealt her a cruel hand; though now she's learned to accept it
everythings been a mistake, including her birth
she's cautious, so no error in her ways; ...... more »

he smiled almost greedily when she handed him her most prized posesion; her heart
like the devil trying to win one's soul, he promised her happiness and filled her with joyous thoughts
once ...... more »

as i sit here, the thought of slitting my wrists becomes so pleasurable,
its orgasmic
every time i turn around im being called selfish, incompetent,
every time i turn around im being called out ...... more »

so this is where we stand
thought we'd last forever
guess forever wasn't in god's plan... more »

baby, you mean so much to me
but you cant tell
i wish you could see... more »

once were friends, almost lovers:
i know we're meant to be together
you know we're meant to be,
you told me how void of life you felt with her... more »

you said that i meant nothing to you
i'm starting to believe it's true
but how could you say that im just another
you've dealt with... more »

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i wish, i wish that you could see
past all these facade that i put up,
so you could see the real me... more »

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i feel like this is the most important moment in my young life
though watching through a television screen; i see a man, so humble
let's us know that martin king was our jesus, crucified; and ...... more »