I asked the universe for you.
I described you. I put in my request.
You are not what I expected
And you are all I asked for
In your eyes I see pain, kindness
vengeance, conviction, curiosity
empathy, anger, remorse
I have compassion for you beyond all I remember having for any man.
In your presence,
Desire, so intense
I wake and find my arms aching for you.
I am terrified