chris urbaez

death keeps me away
from loving you every day
i count the times
i wish to reach out
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forget her name
forget her face
forget her kiss
her warm embrace
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you walk alone
sleep alone
cry alone
die alone
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Take a knife and cut me up
If you hate me you wont stop
Make me feel the pain within
As your slitting through my
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So sick and so twisted im losing my mind
No one will be able to save me this time
so paint it black and just forget me
Just turn away but dont regret me
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To them i am only an object from the past
that they wish will disappear
than why do i exsist?
why am i alive?
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i am annihilation
i am bereavement
i am cessation
i am demise
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in the dark i lay
loveless and in pain
eventualy i become so numb
and i wish my life was done
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roses are red violets are blue
your eyes ars so beautifull and so are you
i think of you everyday
and even when i lay
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as the moon falls
down by the earths side
a red glow cast over
an unforgiveing sky
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IM not suppossed to love you
IM not suppossed to care
IM not suppossed to live my life
Iishing you were there
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crimson tears flow
from lifeless eyes to
mingle with the
endless sands
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I dream sweet dreams twixt fire and ice
All those things they sound so nice
I dream so rarely less and less
But when im with you im never a mess
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you cant learn to love
till you learn to hate
is this really my desired fate
why would i be stranded without a white dove?
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lullabies in my head just wont go
tantrums thrown in the dark oh so low
love is lost but not forgotten
for hate has come and made it rotten
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the everlasting shadow in the night
forever stalks his prey longing for the fight
lays in wait but never will it find
the love/hate thats in the mind
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I sit and stare with eyes wide
Then go lifeless as i suddenly realize that everyone lied
Im waiting and wondering how life could be so hard
They left me crying and bleeding on the front yard
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