What is seen in the mirror is nothing more than a person with lies and hate.
With sadness and traits
of discrimination and disgrace.
Down the depths of a dark street alone, to go home.
To the people around me arguing and laughing.
Tears dropp and fall.
My heart is full of pain.
It feels like it's being torn apart.
I'm starting to feel insane.
I use to see you walking pass each day.
My heart beats more than what i may feel and say.
I tremble with butterflies within myself.
I can't seem to tell you how i really felt.
To heavens afar
Your wings spread beautifully
I imagine as everyday goes and comes,
That my true love at hand will be here in my arms.
Without him here beside my side,
I will wait for him till the day i die.
A psychologist asked me during a councilling session:
What are you feeling and how are feeling..? ?
And how could you wish to change these feelings..? ?
My dear friend,
everytime i see you at work
I wonder what you would say to me next..? ?
I wish I could be the prettiest of girls.
Be the one who has the popular boyfriend.
Be the one so happy, who starts to whirl.
I think in my head as i start to depend.