Ellen Rose Guilaran Poems

The ocean is not a friend
Nor is it a foe
It is a vast waves of emotion
Yearning for me to swim through
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I just want to bask in your sunlight
Even if it would hurt
But I know you'd keep me in shade
And you'd know, what you and I were worth
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This place was once sacred
Where dreams collide
Yet they disintegrated
From the scary things we try to hide
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Tides brought on
by your ocean's deep
Challenge me by
drowning
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What of my childish resentment
Of a love that is of the past?
I should not hate you, for your change
Nor idolized what you are to me
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Skepticism is your weapon of choice for these emotions
And I was made of heart of stone
It was mellowness perhaps
With it, melted a façade
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I'd rather be alone in this miserable lonely
Than to seek a company that is not you
I'd rather be going home alone journey
Than be with any man that is not you
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I see you in the deformities you let me
Transformed into a monster
But this is not who you are
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It is to the extreme that I said I would kill myself for you
That I'd burn myself for you
To go to hell for you
Ultimately, a willing sacrifice for you
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Forgive me
For the sins I've done against you
I understand why you'd lock the door and shut me out
Why you wouldn't let me in
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