emi C.X

I want to untwine
my youthful body aches
more pills make it go away
it's mind blowing
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Once upon a time, lived a girl made of glass.
She was fragile, but seemed tall and strong.
She painted her crystal body so people could forget she was transparent. She learned magic and kept her company well entertained.
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I am blocked
my honest promises
forever now broken
thinking furiously,
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When the space around you feels empty,
you look around, and you're alone
you'll think about me
but you can't have me
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Dark days are coming
dark clouds approaching
the winds fighting the trees
the sky crying
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One can be alive
one can be dead
one can be here
one can be there
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Stressed out every day
memories won't fade away
sometimes they creep up
and no help will turn up
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Sitting in this familiar place
it does not feel at all that familiar,
Because I am with comfortable company
because at the same time I am not with you,
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On the metro, sad masses sitting down
on the street, in this restless town
does nobody have a dream that came true?
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Oh girl of mine,
you're self destructive
you don't seem to mind,
everything you dreamed of was in your hands
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Calm down, don't tremble your story
recover your gangly body,
tell me all about your troubled sleep.
You say this man had no face,
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It's all about the silence,
and the guilt ringing in my ears.
Insecurities drag me down,
tasty sin, another breakdown.
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A cigarette in my mouth,
closed eyes, thoughts vivid and wild,
the distant memory of your sweet smile
I managed to trap your scent in my heart
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Open my mind,
take the chains away,
I need to be released from your spell.
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Salute the dark sun,
and all the dead people around you.
They do not see, they do not hear
they only feed on your fears.
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Far away from all the beautiful lands and seas, all the fresh air and the clean streets, lived a boy who had seen too much, felt too much and saw too much that disturbed and tumbled bad memories and all this made him more fragile, all this made him feel like he didn't belong anywhere.
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