The reason why i cry at night when i feel lost and unwanted....
The reason why i scream so god damn loud! ! !
The reason why i sometimes feel like runing away....
The reason why i say no to any opportunity that comes my way! ...
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your screaming while she sits there.
I bet you dont know that shes soaking it all in.
Shes switching parents every week or so..
to young ot know exactly whats going on.
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The unforbidden mistake that you and only you would make
doen’t run to me with any questions
so the answers shall not end and break.
The open fire extinguishes the heat between our stick figures.
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Having those tremendous nightmares
when theres chills throught the
cold blooded body.
as your not here to warm me up.
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No seeing you,
nor' talking
all i hope is
these feelings wont fade.
...
something tells me,
your with me.
looking up,
heaven above.
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soaking up the beautiful rays
of sunlight, shinning through the
colded windows of a shadowed
women, tears befalling her face
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always me sheding tears,
feeling pain,
it hurts.
they have no clue,
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The dread and pain of hearing
about it when the time is hard hitting.
You never would dream about it being
about you.
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This kill,
strive, hurt,
screams echod on
for help.
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