Erin Hanson

The reason why i cry at night when i feel lost and unwanted....
The reason why i scream so god damn loud! ! !
The reason why i sometimes feel like runing away....
The reason why i say no to any opportunity that comes my way! ...
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your screaming while she sits there.
I bet you dont know that shes soaking it all in.
Shes switching parents every week or so..
to young ot know exactly whats going on.
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Having those tremendous nightmares
when theres chills throught the
cold blooded body.
as your not here to warm me up.
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No seeing you,
nor' talking
all i hope is
these feelings wont fade.
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They say time heals
forgive,
forget, im not sure i could
im still awating
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The unforbidden mistake that you and only you would make
doen’t run to me with any questions
so the answers shall not end and break.
The open fire extinguishes the heat between our stick figures.
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something tells me,
your with me.
looking up,
heaven above.
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always me sheding tears,
feeling pain,
it hurts.
they have no clue,
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The dread and pain of hearing
about it when the time is hard hitting.
You never would dream about it being
about you.
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Left you when I was so little
what do you do with the pictures
of you me and mommy
do you hide them from your new family,
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hottend days
as the ice cream
melts in littles hands
flip flops
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wishing open the happy
recieving the bad.
asleep with evil
accepting death
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You ask me what I like about you as each hour ticks by,
each minute slows down.
We talk about things that are unreal but unbelievably amazing.
Walking resentfully towards one another
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thinking of the possiblity of tears.
more happy memories than
the tears that sadden my face
flipping through the photograph
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this pain i have
this pain is real
the pain that kills
you put me through
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This kill,
strive, hurt,
screams echod on
for help.
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grazing seconds,
decading away.
you are the best of me
cherish the real
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whats happending,
as i repeat my self.
the un-answerd question.
is this the end of you and me
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Worrying events,
scared and tierd
weakining as time flows by
holding in precious tears,
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The cresent blue moon
southern love
sunrise comming over the,
eastern edge.
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